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2008-02-29T23:39:00.000-08:00

[♥]

If everybody have to say goodbye,

until then,

I want to fill your days with smiles.

ily.

2008-01-24T22:04:00.000-08:00

I want to say I love you,

but the words just won't come out.

I want to hold your hand,

but something is holding me back.

I want to kiss you,

but my stomach ties in knotts.

Everytime you are gone,

you are always on my mind.

2008-01-03T18:58:00.000-08:00

I cry in the shower,

So no one can see,

The sadness I feel,

So deep within me.

No matter the time,

No matter the hour,

I can safely cry,

By myself in the shower.

No one suspects,

And no one can tell,

How I feel when I'm alone,

In my emotional hell.

So my tears,

And the water embrace,

As the soap caresses,

My body and face.

And if someone suspects,

That they saw me cry,

I will simply say,

I got soap in my eye.

2007-12-02T21:10:00.000-08:00

I am practicing,

but facial expressions are proving to be difficult to make.

2007-11-14T19:11:00.000-08:00

Where is everybody?

No one is near.

I am left all alone.

I close my eyes to stop the tears.

Don’t understand why it turned out this way.

I just want us all to be here,

all together like the good old days.

We used to laugh, talk, and share.

But now I see nothing lasts forever.

Now I see life is not fair.

I sit here thinking about where, why, and how things went wrong.

Why am I all alone and why is everything gone?

If I were to leave this world tomorrow,

wouldn’t anybody notice, wouldn’t anybody care?

Am I here for a purpose?

Or am I here to just take up space?

Life is so complicated, it really is.

The more alone I feel, the more the tears roll down my face.

2007-08-15T18:59:00.000-07:00

Lazy to post nowadays
Studying hard
You all should too, study!

2007-08-13T18:52:00.000-07:00

Why are you red?
I had a sad dream last night.
I sobbed, those red eyes.
Why do I wander?
I am searching for a lost love.
That's why I have sad dreams.

Haven't recover from it.

Went to school as usual.

Normal lessons.

Bearing with the pain.

2007-08-10T17:27:00.000-07:00

You only realize someone's importance,

when that someone is already gone.

Thanks stephanie for the picture
she helped me find =D

Did my two ace-learning quizzes

Passed the quizzes as usual xp

Watching anime

Byes

2007-08-09T14:14:00.000-07:00

A million words wouldn't bring you back.

I know because I tried.

Neither would a million tears.

I know because I cried.

2007-08-08T23:11:00.000-07:00

The sky has lost its colour,

the sun has turned grey.

At least that's how it feels to me,

whenever you may be away.

2007-08-07T19:51:00.000-07:00

Everyone thinks "I'm happy" "I'm fine."

But look a little closer.

You'll see the tears in my eyes.

2007-08-06T16:21:00.000-07:00

I cried so many times because of a love lost and a love I never really had.

I suffered pain worse than dying.

2007-08-05T20:56:00.000-07:00

Day day always the same.
If I could just turn that corner,
I could disappear in the crowd.
It's melting away,
I lose my path.
We become unable to mutter words.
But one remains.
Your voice.
Laughing, arguing, getting angry, everything.
It makes me able to walk on.
The clouds will disappear, if you just look ahead.
You understand, right?

2007-08-04T22:40:00.000-07:00

The morning seemed to glisten in my eyes,

yet there was something darker hiding behind them.

Somewhere, in the deepest depths of my heart,

I carried around the heaviest burden in the world,

yet no one seemed to notice.

The tears streamed down my face as the blood streamed out of my veins.

"You did this to me," I thought.

"Somehow though, the pain is what helps me to heal."

2007-08-03T20:36:00.000-07:00

The wind blows and the painful feelings don't disappear...
What should I take? Bring one thing.
There won't be another tme, Throwing it away is senseless.
Become innocent. An image.
That will probably never complete.
Love burns the heart, crosses a thousand dreams.
This world that I discover spinning round and round.
The clouds crack and the sun sinks.
The lonely parade begins.
Adventure. Lucky day. Heartbeat. Rise.
Light and dark. Encounter. Life. Deep love.

2007-08-02T23:13:00.000-07:00

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

2007-08-01T19:32:00.000-07:00

There are many bumps on this never-ending road.
You've always been strong, but today you cried.
What dream are you chasing that led to this?
I also lose my way at times.
So when you cry, I will be by your side.
Even on nights we are apart, I am on your side.

2007-07-31T19:59:00.000-07:00

I saw as you passed me by,

fretful worry quicken your pace.

Death strolls behind, waiting.

2007-07-30T21:24:00.000-07:00

I want to gather the surging winds.

Riding the wave, I would fly far away.

The journey is long, but i am ready for it;

Drawing towards the future I am hoping for.

Time rushes ur forward;

I feel my heartbeat start to quicken.

Awakening from a dream;

we seek a similar light.

Beneath the glittering sky;

under the shadow of countless constellations.

What are you doing, then?

What are you gazing at?

2007-07-29T05:37:00.000-07:00

I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go.

love quotes 1

2007-07-28T09:37:00.002-07:00

Have you ever felt that feeling whenever you see someone, freeze and your heart starts to beat so fast and you have to hold on to something so you wouldn’t fall? Sometimes when they talk to you, do you utter stupid words and end up embarrassing yourself? It’s not that you want it, but just the presence of that person makes your heart beat faster and slower at the same time. Would you be brave and admit your feelings? What if it’s simply not meant to be, do you give up? Or keep trying and end up with nothing? Well, that’s love. Its irony speaks, but you got to take risks to get answers. When you meet someone and you gradually fall in love with that person, try to express your love to her because every moment you wasted would be equal to tons of regret in the end. Don’t wait until it’s too late to tell someone how much you love, how much you care. Because when they are gone, no matter how loud you shout and cry they won’t hear you anymore.The love you can’t have lasts the longest, feels the strongest and hurts the most. It’s so hard pretending to be friends with someone special when every time you look at that person it just hurts even more knowing that all you see is ultimately everything that you want but you can’t have. Isn’t it stupid when you say, “No, I don’t love that person anymore.” But still, when the memories are refresh and that person become visible again in your life. You’ll stare and say, “Damn it! Why can’t I forget you?” So each time I see you, I say to myself, “I moved on.” Each time you smile at me, I say to myself, “Yeah, were just friends!” But every time you look at me, I end up saying, “Shit! It’s so hard to pretend!” It’s hard to love someone who is not serious enough. Time would give you chances to talk, chances to be together and chances to share. See how it hurts?! You only have chances, just chances.A heartbreak isn’t as loud as a bomb exploding. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling and the most painful thing is no one really hears it except you. You can handle the pain that you feel and make others believe that you can move on. But you can never deny the truth to yourself that the person who failed and hurt you is still the person you’ll choose to love. I cried so many times because of a love lost and a love I never really had. I suffered pain worse than dying. But feelings change and there’s one lesson that everybody should learn in time…move on. You can’t finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to move on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It’s a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. Learn to appreciate the rainbow after cursing the rain. It’s just like loving again after experiencing pain. Loving someone can’t be proven with just the way you feel, the words you say of the things you give. If you’ve ignored yourself and sacrificed your own happiness for the one you love, you know what love means.

hmph

2007-07-28T09:37:00.000-07:00

No One Cares

Back once again!

2007-07-27T03:33:00.002-07:00

HELLO EVERYONE!

I've return with a new skin.
(Thank to my cousin jie)

Comment about my skin in the tagboard!

POSTED!

2007-07-14T21:45:00.000-07:00

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

I'm back!

2007-06-07T01:50:00.000-07:00

HIHI!
I'm just leaving a post, instead of the last one,which is in the october 2006 =D

Looking ferR a job ...

2006-10-30T01:04:00.000-08:00

Harlos ~

I'm looking ferR a job . Got lobang call or SMS me , or if u looking ferR a job , call me along .

I wan earn $$ .

If i goRt hired , dinner is on me =)

Take Cares ~ xP

2006-10-23T03:55:00.000-07:00

Harlos~!!

Finally get tings right from blog thnx to my cousin ^o^ .. *weets*

ALL my dear frens... TAG ME MORE OFTEN~!!

Tankkiews~!! Take CaresS !! xD

L O N E R

2006-10-18T06:18:00.000-07:00

L O N E R

2006-10-18T04:22:00.001-07:00

sian.. hab troubles doing tis *tupid* blog someone pls help ToT

2006-10-18T04:22:00.000-07:00

Hiie peeps! hahas..jux created dis blog de thingy.. so not veri sure how to control things..hmm..someway or others, i'm going to noe more abt it and i'll proceed frm there..it's either sooner or ltr! hehe =)

Thnx JOSEPH aka IERO gimme some guides on the skin >.<" ( he say muz write ) *shhh..*

Aniways, exams are just over..kind of relax abit lerhhs..but the results are so....u shld noe wad larhhs..lols..saddening larhhs..haix..dun wanna tink abt it lerhhs..haix.. =( everyting's gonna be fine, ya? Always look on the bright side of life will do =)

Cyaz agn~!! :) buhbyee~ fer now! take care frens! =P