I want to say I love you,

but the words just won't come out.

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I want to hold your hand,

but something is holding me back.

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I want to kiss you,

but my stomach ties in knotts.

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Everytime you are gone,

you are always on my mind.

I cry in the shower,

So no one can see,

The sadness I feel,

So deep within me.

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No matter the time,

No matter the hour,

I can safely cry,

By myself in the shower.

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No one suspects,

And no one can tell,

How I feel when I'm alone,

In my emotional hell.

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So my tears,

And the water embrace,

As the soap caresses,

My body and face.

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And if someone suspects,

That they saw me cry,

I will simply say,

I got soap in my eye.